[ Jin Ling had been wrestling with their last meeting all this time. He's still wrestling with it, unsure if he should have asked for this meeting, if he should even come but in the end he does.
Jin Ling is not early but he's not late either. He leaves Fairy outside, knowing she wouldn't be particularly friendly toward Jin Guangyao. Still, she's close enough to be there for him if he called her. He lets out a soft breath as he enters the establishment. It's not hard to catch sight of his uncle and he feels his feet go leaden for a minute before he wills himself forward.
He can't seem to let go of the anger and the feeling of betrayal and doubt but regardless of that he loves his shushu and he doesn't know what the right thing is. And he doesn't feel like there is anyone that can really give him those answers -- and he hasn't found them himself.
He bows before he sits down, his heart racing in his chest and he searches for the simple words of greeting and finds his mouth dry. ]
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Date: 2021-11-20 02:11 pm (UTC)Jin Ling is not early but he's not late either. He leaves Fairy outside, knowing she wouldn't be particularly friendly toward Jin Guangyao. Still, she's close enough to be there for him if he called her. He lets out a soft breath as he enters the establishment. It's not hard to catch sight of his uncle and he feels his feet go leaden for a minute before he wills himself forward.
He can't seem to let go of the anger and the feeling of betrayal and doubt but regardless of that he loves his shushu and he doesn't know what the right thing is. And he doesn't feel like there is anyone that can really give him those answers -- and he hasn't found them himself.
He bows before he sits down, his heart racing in his chest and he searches for the simple words of greeting and finds his mouth dry. ]